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Demo II

by senzu

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i feel at times that nothing is right blaming myself for living my life wasting days from chasing dreams my mind is collapsing im just a friend stuck with knives one in my heart three in each side* wasting days from chasing dreams my mind is collapsing im here bottomed out hating myself alone again blacking out throwing up i just cant help myself living in a world of doubt i just cant help myself i wish i was someone else i always find myself back here its like i wasted this whole year i always end up on the floor its like im ment for nothing more happens everyday it will never change i just escape lost three days
2.
taking a piece of me left with no dignity im reminded everywhere i go that im destined to die alone every second spent in my mind knowing ill be left behind im losing my mind wasting my life now nothings right im killing myself so everyone else knows nothings right taking a piece of me left with no dignity leaving me completely empty without doubt hanging by myself i cant rest choking on cement it never ends depressed once again
3.
lying on my back holding on to the past that wont come back i close my eyes i see your face staring back fading away to the past that wont come back your walking away changing your pace regretting me you spit in my face all of my dreams torturing me making me taste what used to be stuck in my head voice as you said "youre nothing to me, ever again" awake in the night im lying in sweat choking on days id love to forget shadowed by guilt attached to my name another mistake ill carry always unconscious visions are based on decisions i consciously ruin the chances im giving unconscious visions that i keep reliving to consciously know that i wont be forgiven blame me "never again" blame me for this "youre nothing to me ever again"
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Lifetrap 01:51
i see a way through this life standing on a chair stepping towards the light are these my thoughts ill never know the inside stays the outside grows i am only getting worse depersonalized forever cursed i lost my self i am someone else my life is killing me im at the bottom of my rope the more you pull the more i choke just let go i need to fall to get back up to end it all i see myself i see my eyes notice nothing left inside it isnt me that i see so who am i who am i? i lost myself i am someone else my life is killing me my life is killing me

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released July 1, 2014

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